First love is trusting them not to let go, trusting them to protect your heart. You blame yourself for throwing yourself completely into the relationship, for letting yourself become absorbed into them, for thinking your first love was going to be your dk love.
This is the first time you uour yourself for caring too much and, in doing so, losing. You will not end up with. When first love ends, you wonder if you even knew what love even.
When first love ends, you are left feeling lost and alone, sad and confused, and absolutely hopeless. When first love ends, it leaves you second-guessing yourself, your self-worth, who you even are. But when it does shrink back, it will always be a little loose where your first love used to be.
But first love is not only love. And first is definitely not connected, whatsoever, to final.
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Elissa is a year-old college student studying journalism in New Haven, Connecticut. Hailing from Long Island, she Falling In Love First Loves.
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